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  • r.m. allen
  • 16 hours ago
  • 3 min read
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The only thing more enjoyable than reading a good book is sharing it with others. Those who read my monthly reviews (thank you!) know that I try to get plenty of reading in throughout the year. I finished 2025 having read 64 books and over 24,000 pages. If you are wondering what to add to your TBR for 2026, here are some of my most memorable reads of the year.

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Most Fascinating: Frostbite: How Refrigeration Changed Our Food, Our Planet, and Ourselves, Nicola Twilley


The American ice trade! Cold storage facilities! Supply chains in developing countries! Meatpacking! Nutrition! Ever since reading this with my book club, I truly feel as though my eyes have been opened to the incredible technological development represented by my refrigerator. Each chapter was bursting with information, and the author’s precise, descriptive writing style kept it from feeling dry. Although it sounds like it should be boring, Frostbite was one of the most engaging and educational nonfiction books I have read in a long time. If you find me dropping tidbits about refrigeration into our next conversation, you may safely blame this book.


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Most Charming: The Ickabog, J.K. Rowling


This book has been languishing unread on my shelf for years, but I’m so glad I finally got around to it in 2025. Obviously, it is not Harry Potter, but it features so many of the things I love about Harry Potter: a whimsical setting, dastardly villains and lovable heroes, humor, and an engaging plot from start to finish. It would make a fabulous read-aloud for children.






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Most Rewarding Challenge: Our Mutual Friend, Charles Dickens


Another book club read this year, Our Mutual Friend was not one I would have picked up on my own, much as I have enjoyed my other forays into Dickens. This took me a couple months to read, and the first 200 or so pages were an absolute slog of “What just happened? Who is this person again?”, a difficulty compounded by the lack of Sparknotes. Nevertheless, I soldiered on with my index card of character names, and I was so glad I stuck it out for the Dickensian sass, the intricate plot, and the almost providential weaving together of each character’s arc.





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Most Devastating: A Little Life, Hanya Yanagihara


While I typically do not put much stock into content warnings, this is the rare novel for which I will provide some. The novel deals with topics such as self-harm, childhood sexual abuse, and suicidal ideation, and it is a heavy read in both the figurative and literal senses (it’s over 700 pages). With that being said, it is an absolutely gripping tragedy reminiscent of The Goldfinch in its sweeping plot, lifelike characters, and evocative style. It was such an excellent read.







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Most Swoony: Divine Rivals and Ruthless Vows, Rebecca Ross


The likelihood I will enjoy a romance novel is usually inversely proportional to the number of women gushing about it on Booktok, but this title intrigued me, so I gave it a shot. Although it does make use of the enemies-to-lovers trope, on the whole it was quite original and effectively written, and both protagonists were fabulously well-drawn. Their relationship develops beautifully over the duology. I happily added both titles to my personal library and look forward to rereading in the future.





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Most Beautiful: The Way of the Wildflower, Ruth Chou Simons

Ruth’s work is a gorgeous synthesis of spiritual insight, warm writing, and splendid artistry. This devotional represents the best of each of these qualities. Drawing from the wildflowers of Jesus’ Sermon on the Mount, Ruth guides readers through five qualities wildflowers embody: they are resilient, unhurried, beloved, free, and dependent. Like the wildflowers, we must root ourselves in our Creator’s provision and blossom with the unique beauty He has given us. Ruth points readers to God’s transforming power in all facets of our lives through each meditation and its accompanying wildflower botanical print.

 
 
 
  • r.m. allen
  • Dec 4, 2025
  • 3 min read
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“I want to stay here forever.”


I don’t know if you mean that, little buddy, given that you are only 3, and you would probably want to stay anywhere where you were allowed to play Mario Kart on the Nintendo Switch after eating a Thanksgiving dinner of rolls, turkey, and pumpkin cake. Magna-tiles are strewn across my living room floor, mingling with small pieces of LEGO from one of Uncle Mitch’s partially deconstructed sets. Your sister, who has been reluctant to accept any arms not belonging to your parents, has Dobby running for his life in her pursuit of his tail. Your 11-month-old cousin and I are wedged into my recliner with you, admiring the scene of chaos. At least most of the dishes are done.


Our last Thanksgiving as a family, you were just barely walking; our next Thanksgiving, you will have another baby brother or sister, bringing the number of Mayes grandchildren equal to the number of Mayes siblings. That future celebration seems almost impossible to predict or shape, but I allow myself to imagine it nevertheless, subtracting all the deficiencies of this year yet somehow retaining all its triumphs. Maybe next year, my thawing turkey won’t flood my refrigerator with raw meat juices. Maybe next year, an unhappily exiled Cosmo won’t bark his way through dinner. Maybe next year I will finally purchase my own dining room set to replace the secondhand one that came with our house, and there will finally be room for all of us (adults, at least) without a card table. I will keep the oven schedule and maybe even the new cake recipe. I will reuse the spreadsheet for family food signups and scheduling. I will buy a bigger turkey than necessary so I can make turkey almondine and gumbo and pot pie. And, once all the planning, prepping, and cooking wraps up, I will sit around the table with my family, glowing in gratitude for them all.


But the dream is only that—any number of things could go right or wrong between now and the fourth Thursday of November 2026. It is for this very reason we practice gratitude: that our blessings are not permanent entitlements, but gifts of the moment to enjoy as long as God continues to give them to us. Perhaps you’re right, and we should stay here forever.

Here's what I read, cooked, and created in the month of November.


What I Read

  • The Ickabog, J.K. Rowling (★★★★★)

  • Frostbite: How Refrigeration Changed Our Food, Our Planet, and Ourselves, Nicola Twilley (★★★★★)

  • Never Let Me Go, Kazuo Ishiguro (★★★★)

  • Warrior Girl Unearthed, Angeline Boulley (★★★)


If you want to hear the rationale behind my rating, head to my Goodreads for full reviews.


What I Cooked

Difficulty: ★★

Flavor: ★★★★★

Keeper: Yes

Comments: Surprisingly easy to make and quite delicious. My one complaint was that my cheesecake layer was not particularly substantial. I'd be tempted to double it next time.

Difficulty: ★★

Flavor: ★★★★★

Keeper: Yes

Comments: I stole this recipe from my brother-in-law, and it may need to become a post-Thanksgiving tradition for me. For a half-batch, I used about 1 tablespoon of Creole spice and about 1/2 teaspoon of cayenne.


What I Created

May your days be filled with beauty, and may your heart be filled with the willingness to see and give thanks for it.

 
 
 
  • r.m. allen
  • Nov 7, 2025
  • 2 min read

Updated: Nov 15, 2025

Photo by Mitchell Allen
Photo by Mitchell Allen

Devil’s Lake, Ten Years Later

Here at this ledge,

this edge of everything, here is

your hand.

You do not mind my grip; you will not let me slip,

much as my feet fear.

Here we sit beside ourselves as once we were,

all gleaming eyes and nimble limbs.

We leapt from stone to stone;

we climbed like stars, sure

we were immortal.

Time proves us fools (am I a coward too?).

I fear

the long

way

down,

forget the l o n g  l o o k  o u t.

That old horizon calls me from

our youngest memories

when I could dream of drifting leaves

instead

of plunking stones,

those days when love was just one step beyond

but never out of reach.

How young we were,

how unafraid of falling.

Here's what I read, cooked, and created in the month of October.


What I Read

  • The Way of the Wildflower: Gospel Meditations to Unburden Your Anxious Soul, Ruth Chou Simons (★★★★★)--launch team

  • In the Unlikely Event, Judy Blume (★★★★)

  • The Bletchley Riddle, Ruta Sepetys (★★★★)

  • The Man in the Brown Suit, Agatha Christie (★★★)


If you want to hear the rationale behind my rating, head to my Goodreads for full reviews.


What I Cooked

Difficulty:

Flavor: ★★★★

Keeper: Yes

Comments: A light, zesty lemon zucchini bread. I liked that it included less sugar than some other similar recipes.

Difficulty:

Flavor: ★★★★★

Keeper: Yes

Comments: Deb does it again. This was delicious.


What I Created

  • Original essay "Live a Great Story" for Commonplace magazine

  • Original recipe Frankenchili

May your days be filled with beauty, and may your heart be filled with the willingness to see and give thanks for it.

 
 
 

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